Jeju Air's current flight attendant who lost his colleague, said, "I'm crying because I held back after getting down the customer."

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An incumbent flight attendant who lost his colleague in the Jeju Air plane disaster left a message in memory of the victims.

On the 31st of last month, an article by A, who identified himself as a flight attendant of Jeju Air, was posted on the anonymous community of office workers.

Mr. A said, "I lost a colleague I always faced. And lost passengers. It's not clear exactly what caused it, but the current situation is so hard and heartbreaking that we can't all get our act together. "There are no words that can replace sadness," he wrote.

"Nevertheless, we are welcoming passengers today," he said. "I think I'm going to fall down even if I touch it a little bit, but I'm doing my best more than ever for passengers who trust us and board the plane. The mechanics do their best as ever to have my precious colleagues on board," he said.

We can't even cry openly. "I don't cry until the customer gets off after the flight," he said. "I'm worried that I won't be able to see off my colleague who left because of my schedule."

Mr. A said, "It's heartbreaking to see that the technicians are having such a hard time. You always did your best. We trust the mechanics and board. The captains enter the control room again with the heavy responsibility. I trust and respect the choices of the captains. We believe in the best of the captain who left," he said.

"I respect my colleagues who would have prepared to escape by reassuring passengers until the end," he said. "I hope my colleagues' last will be respected."

Reporter Park Sun-young of Digital News Team